Fanfic?

[hschick95]

thanks i haven't write in a while. I've been so busy and basketball season is here and so i probably won't write for a while. i so sorry. i will do my best to try and write as often as i can

[honorgirl81]

Hehe ya worry to much , I'm very busy myself cuz much things going on over here lol , like I said take ya time

[hschick95]

okay. I will. i can't wait until christmas break. i need a break from everything. haha I'm so over whelmed

[honorgirl81]

yeh everyone could use to it .... I will have use to my working days a bit while having some days off so long .... working on a new fanfic at the moment , just trying to find the name for it lol

[hschick95]

cool! i will try and write today. maybe give u a christmas gift. hahaha

[nicolehsfan]

this fanfiction brings back memories. wonderful job. (:

[hschick95]

Dec 31, 2011 11:26:57 GMT -6 nicolehsfan said:

this fanfiction brings back memories. wonderful job. (:

thank you. I'm trying to write more soon but iv just been so overwhelmed with school.

[nicolehsfan]

you're welcome. i understand, i'm quite overwhelmed with school as well. feel free to write whenever you have time. (:

[honorgirl81]

yeh I'm overwelmed with my work but gonna fix an chapter now cuz got nothing to do anyway and just wanna do something lol

[hschick95]

dear trusty readers,
i think i am going to give up on this for now.... i am dealing with a lot, emotionally right now, i don't really want to go into details but i have been very i sick this year and emotionally its just getting to me and I'm overwhelmed with school work and tests and every little thing seems to be causing me stess and i haven't honestly thought about this in about 2 weeks. I'm so sorry. i will start writing again as soon as i can.
~miranda

[honorgirl81]

take ya time , i'm patient

[hschick95]

i just feel like I'm letting you guys down, you have waited for so long and i just i haven't even looked at the document on my computer in probably months. ill try for sure to sit tonight after i do my homework and write and if its good ill post it.

[honorgirl81]

Mar 3, 2012 16:22:04 GMT -6 hschick95 said:

i just feel like I'm letting you guys down, you have waited for so long and i just i haven't even looked at the document on my computer in probably months. ill try for sure to sit tonight after i do my homework and write and if its good ill post it.

You haven't let me down at all , I've been busy myself and trying to take care of my health lately and also recieve some very good news!! I feel good , it's alright .... ya don't need to stress out with it , if ya put school in front of this then it's the best ever cuz sometimes we gotta study to make it work or fixing school!!

[nicolehsfan]

yes, please don't worry about it. you're not letting us down. around this time, all of us are overwhelmed with school, so it's understandable. just take your time and write when you feel that it's right.

(:

[hschick95]

SOOO ITS so long a waited but i final finished school with a horrible end to the year... anyways i finally found time to write. and I'm so happy i did. i miss everyone on here and i honestly need a life... i don't have one. haha anyways! here is chapter 9!


Chapter 9

We arrived at the venue with my dad and mike was still unsure of what was going on with me and I was so scared and I really didn’t want to lose him again like I did when we were younger. “Michael? Honey can we talk?” I asked holding his hand as we walked into the venue. Please, it will be quick.” I said through a slightly hoarse voice and mike could tell I was choked up. “I’m sorry I’ve been kind of distant with you this morning. I just, I had this dream last night that you proposed tonight and I just I woke up and I just wanted to fall back to sleep and go back to that dream because that is what I want.” I cried trying to keep myself together as best as I could.” Mike, I lost you once and I don’t want to lose you again.” I said as he pulled me into his chest for a warm and loving embrace.

“Amy, I love you more than anything you know that. I just im not ready to be someones husband or father yet. I love you. And I would never leave you for a stupid reason. I think me and you are meant to be together and if we truly are we will make it through a year and a half of a realationship we wont have to rush anything we don’t want to. Everything we want to last can. I couldn’t imagine being where I am today without your help because you have helped me become who I am some things bad most things great and amazing. You are special to me and mean a lot to me. I love you and you should know when I do propose it wont be in front of them. I want to do it so its intimate just me and you. I want it to be a really special moment for the both of us.” Michael said reaching and wipping my tears away. “ you are beautiful you shouldn’t cry one tear. Not for me or for anyone else who hurts you.” He said kissing my forehead.

“Well im sorry but I cant control myself sometimes girls get emotional,” I said pushing him away running to the bathroom and locking the door crying more because what he said is true but I don’t want to wait. I just want it to happen but I don’t want to force him. I feel so dumb for crying right now I never cry but stupid, that dream made me so happy and I just want it to come true. “ Mike?” I said poking my head out finding him standing right there listening to me cry. “Im sorry. I just wanted it so bad I didn’t want to be patient and let you do it when and if you want, Im sorry if you felt pressured in anyway. “ I reached for his hand. “Help the poor girl that looks like a train wreck up?” I said chuckling and he cracked a smile.

“You are always beautiful to me. And I didn’t feel pressured. I just want to let things work themselves out, at least wait until next year okay Hun?”

“Okay, I can wait.” Hugs mike, “now what?”

“show time. I have to go get ready. You splash some cold water on your face your poor eyes are so puffy.” He said kissing me goodbye, “I love you.”

“I love you too.” Mike always makes me happy, I will wait though because he says that’s what he needs which is ok with me as long as he doesn’t leave me, well he never did I just lost contact with him for a little bit when I moved. During the show mike and I share a lot of winks and im sure the girls around me think they’re at them but nope there for me… which is kind of weird in all reality because these girls constantly are drooling over my man. But I know he will stay true to me.