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Jul 23, 2011 16:55:22 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Jul 23, 2011 16:55:22 GMT -6
Chapter 2
As soon as I could kind of make out the figures a car pulled up in front of me and Jason jumped out of the driver’s side and ran over to me. “Come on get in the car, Like NOW.” He said pushing me into the car then running around and getting in then locking the doors. “I barely got here in time, “He said starting to drive away, still in shock I buckled my seat belt as did he.
We didn’t talk the whole way back to his house. Then I got out and went inside and sat on their sofa not caring.
“Uhh, who are you?” asked the blond haired one.
“Mike and jays friend, currently really MAD at Jason though.” I said loudly.
“Well I’ll go get mike,”
“Uh, no can you just take me to his room, I kind of just want to talk to him, alone.”
“Oh uh yeah me and him share a room so I will,” said the brown haired blue eyed one.
“Thanks, “I said as Jason was walking out with mike.
“O my gosh Amy, I’m so sorry about everything,” mike said engulfing me in a hug.
“Thanks, I uh just want to talk to you, alone,”
“Oh yeah, of course, right this way.” He said leading me into his room. “What’s up, Jason said you were mad at him but why, well I get why but he’s your best friend I mean.”
“I just he’s so un sympathetic, and my mom the way she said it was just she’s dead no feeling nothing.” I said choking up sitting on the edge of his bed as he closed the door. He came and sat next to me, “ I just, he used to be my best friend in the world but he’s changed, he’s so different, or maybe I’m different, I don’t know but it’s just so sad because he was the one person I wanted to make everything go away and now he couldn’t care less.” I said tears sliding down my face. I kicked off my shoes and scooted back onto the bed more and pulled my legs up to my chest then rested my head on my knees.
“Hey, It’s going to be okay,” he said scooting closer, “He has changed, I agree, he is quite different, he used to be okay with not being cool but he has let it go to his head and he has changed in so many ways and I noticed and I told him and he got really mad and left then came back.” He said putting his arm around my shoulders. “I’m here, I’m still your best friend and you still are mine that is not going to change, we will find a way to get the old Jason back.” He said leaning his head onto of mine. “We’ll figure this out, together, as friends.” He said hugging me.
“Yeah, Your friends are nice, Both of them seem to REALLY like me, How much have you told them about me?”
“Uhh, Not much, I mean they know how amazing you are and Alex, The one that was walking you back to my room, Well he has a major crush on you, Trust me, he’s a great guy, give him a chance, I mean Andy is a great guy to and Alex is a little younger than you but he really likes you!” Mike said standing and going to get a washcloth for me to wipe my face off with.
“Thanks, and really, he likes me, Ha I haven’t had a guy ask me out since you,” I said awkwardly wiping my face off.
“Yeah, I’m sorry I just.”
“No reason for you to be sorry, I think it just made our friendship stronger when you finally told me, Before you left, I just if you had told me before I might not have been so afraid to risk our friendship, you know?”
“Yeah, I understand. But yeah here why don’t I you and Alex go to your hotel and check it out?”
“okay, I really want to be alone, I just don’t want to be around people really, I just want to grieve my great-grandmas death. It’s a I just I don’t know,” I said looking down.
“Well, Alex and I are here and so is Andrew, if you need someone to talk to but Alex is at least going with to drive you to your hotel, please give him a chance, he’s really sweet, and I’ll talk to Jason see what’s up, I mean he actually cares he really does, I mean I just talked to him and he feels bad, he just doesn’t know how to express it. That’s just Jason, that’s just how he’s changed.” Mike said.
“Yeah will you ask Alex to drive me please.” I said to mike through the tears I was fighting.
“Yeah let me go get him. Alex come here, Please!”
“Yeah mike what’s up?” he asked walking in, I looked up when he walked in, he was wearing a tank top and he looked really good, “ it’s Amy, Right? “He asked looking at me.
“Yeah, “ I said choking on my words, I looked back down and let the tears that were welled up fall.
“Amy,” Alex and mike said.
“I’m Fine. Just want to get some sleep, can I stay here tonight?” I asked looking up with tears falling down my already red face.
“Of course,” Mike said.“You can sleep in my bed, I’ll sleep on the sofa.”
“No, its fine I’ll sleep on the sofa, Not a big deal.” I said getting up to go and sleep, Alex stepped In my way.
“Sleep in my bed, as long as you stay on your side I’ll stay on mine, is That okay?” he asked putting his hand on my arm. I shook my head yes and he pointed to which bed was his and I lay down and he lay down on the other side. I fell asleep fast and I really don’t know what Alex and mike did the rest of the night or if they went to sleep early because of me.
I woke up and I feel arms around me and start thinking, Alex, It was. I turned around to face him and his head and mouth was right next to my ear even when I turned to face him, “sorry, I couldn’t keep my promise, I just missed holding someone while I sleep.” He said with his eyes still closed. He was so cute though, mike was right, he was uber sweet, and apologizing for what normal men would just do and if you didn’t like it oh well.
“No need to apologize, I have never had someone hold me so, it’s nice.” I said embarrassed, he opened his eyes.
“Well, I’m glad I could be the first,” He smiled then closed his eyes again.” You know mike really cares about you, You’re like his sister, And he’d kill me if I ever hurt you but I would like it if you gave me a chance before Andrew, even though I’m younger, I really like you.” He said being completely honest with his bright piercing blue eyes looked into me green angelic ones.
“I will,” I whispered then kissed his cheek.
“Thank you,” He said hugging me closer, “May I kiss you?” He asked
“Umm, Duh,” I smiled and he leaned in and I started shaking but let him kiss me and it felt nice, Have I ever told you I’ve never really had a boyfriend, I’ve been too busy doing school and music that I had no time, But I have time now, so he was my first kiss ever, well besides cheek kisses. I mean mike and I kissed each other’s cheeks, Jason and I used to but not anymore.
“Was that okay?” he asked biting his lip.
“you probably will laugh and not believe this but that was my first real kiss, So to me it was perfect.” I answered biting my lip.
“Don’t bite your lip, It hurts them,” He said touching them with his fingers, “I do it because there hurt so much from you amazing electric lips.” He said smiling, “And I do believe you and I won’t laugh, I care about you, You’re beautiful.” He said putting his hand on my cheek. I got a tear in my eye, I wish he could have met my great grandma, she loved Gentlemen.
“Yo, gooey and gooier there is another person in the room.” Mike said.
“Hey, Don’t be dissing my girl, She is so gooey but I am definitely Gooier but don’t be dissing our gooeyness because your jealous!” Alex said jumping out of bed then offered me his hand to get out of bed and follow him.
“I’m still tired,” I moaned, “Michael leave please, and Alex and I have to talk.”
“Uhh, fine Amy Alex hey your couple names either Amy or Alex ha-ha that’s funny.” He left.
I patted the spot were Alex just was, he laid down, “let’s go back to sleep, Please.”
“Hmm do I get to hold you,”
“If you want.” I answered putting my head on the pillow. He wrapped his arms around my waist, I closed my eyes. I woke up what felt like 4 hours later to my phone ringing. Feeling for my phone on the bedside table, I found it, I answered in a whispered tone.”Hello?” I asked
“It’s your mother, where in the world are you?”
“at a friends house, why?”
“because I called you at the hotel and they said you never came back last night.”
“Well I’m fine, so can I go and get some more sleep, I’m not feeling well.”
“Fine, bye.”
“Bye.” I hung up and throw my phone across the room. Then slowly tried to go and get cleaned up but Alex wouldn’t budge.
“Not letting you go till you tell me what’s wrong and why you through your phone across the room.”
“Hmm, I really don’t want to talk about it, I just have to pee.” I said closing my eyes.
“Well you better spill your guts because I don’t care if you pee in my bed.” He said holding me still.
“ I, My mom said she’s worried about me but she didn’t even tell me about my great grandma in a remotely nice way, she’s not even my mom, she’s my step mom, its my dad’s side of the family that’s all pretty much dead and Jason was there during the divorce in 1st grade before I met mike and I just Jason doesn’t get that I need him right now and I’m trying to cover up my hurt and pain with anger and he doesn’t realize this.” I said crying pushing Alex away.
“No, I’m not letting you go, Not till you tell this to Jason.”
“I can’t, I can’t tell him, why anyone doesn’t get that.”
“I get it but you have to, or I will.”
“Then you tell him, tell him I’m a chicken and I need my best friend but I really need to firkin pee so excuse me.” I said getting out of Alex’s bed and running to the bathroom.
When I got out of the bathroom Jason was standing there with a coffee from star bucks for me. “A little birdie told me, I’m sorry I changed, you are my best friend, and I was told you need me so where do you want to go to talk?”
“My house,” I said trying not to cry,” I want to go to the funeral but I don’t have the money so if you could lend me and I’ll pay you back.” I said
“No need, I’ll happily fly us out there unless you wanted to go alone?” he asked.
“no, id very much like it if you’d come.” I said smiling giving him a hug. “Where’d Alex go?”
“Oh he went for a run with Andrew.”
“Oh, they didn’t ask me if I wanted to go.” Oh well I thought.
“Oh, you want me to call them.”
“no, its fine, I’ll run tomorrow. Well no we’d have to leave tomorrow.”
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Jul 23, 2011 17:02:50 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Jul 23, 2011 17:02:50 GMT -6
Chapter 3
Jason and I have been talking more and I got him to act more like himself and Alex is like acting like my servant, it’s a little awkward, all the guys and I are flying back for the funeral, We are on the plane and I am kind of freaking out, I haven’t seen my step brothers and sisters in like years and the only one I like is Anna, the baby who only a year old, I hope she’s there. And my step mom, uhh I hate her. My dad, I missed him, he’s so nice, I’m scared what happened to my dad will happen to mike, marries the girl of his dreams she dies then he remarries someone who walks all over him.
“You okay?” Alex asked as I was cutting off circulation to his hand.
“Yeah why?” I asked as he looked at my hand crushing his, “Oh I’m so sorry,” I said letting go feeling awful and turning towards the window clenching my own hand.
“Its fine, but what’s wrong?” he asked pulling on my shoulder then pulling my hands apart and intertwining our fingers.
“I don’t like flying what so ever. I just hate it, always have.” I said looking no staring at our hands.
“I’m sorry, “ He put up the arm rest and re- intertwined our fingers and put his arms around me .I looked out the window. “I know it might seem like I’m trying to be your “servant” or what not but I am just trying to be a good boyfriend, if you want me to be of course,” He said sounding scared of what I am going to say.
“I’d love that.” I said Trying to look at his face.
“Really?” he asked I turned around and put my head in his lap and curled my legs up on the seat.
“Yes,” I said closing my eyes. He placed his hand on my back and the other in my hair playing with it, I like it when he plays with my hair, anyone else id yell at but he does it so nicely I guess you could say, just twirling it around his fingers and running his hand through my hair, it was very soothing. I started to let myself trust him more and start to cry because I was scared of what was going to happen at the funeral tomorrow. He just kept running his hand through my hair and rubbing my back in rhythmic motions.
“Hey you two,” I heard someone yell, I opened my eyes to see mike hanging over the seat. “Wake up were landing and you can’t be laying down, you have to be sitting up.” He fell back into his seat.
“Hmm, Alex, you heard him.” I said not moving because Alex kept rubbing my back and was still playing with my hair,” Alex, we really have to sit up, well I have to, you are already sitting up, as soon as we get to my dad’s we can sleep, I promise, unless Anna’s up then I have to see her,” I said moving his hand from my hair and my back and putting my head on his shoulder.
“oh okay, who Anna?”
“My step sister, she’s one, and she’s the cutest little girl ever,” I said smiling as Alex moved the arm rest down and held onto my hand.
The next thing I know I am being woke up again, this time by Alex. “ you fell asleep, were on the ground and your phone just rang.” Alex said standing up grabbing our carryon’s I un buckled and grabbed my purse from underneath the seat in front of me. “I can get that for you.” Alex said reaching down to get it from me.
“I think I can manage carrying my own purse, but thanks anyways.”
“Sorry,” he said blushing, starting to walk off the plane and I followed close behind him. I walked out and I saw my step mom and step brother Alan holding Anna and I ran towards him and stole her from his arms, This is the first time, I’ve ever held her. “Aww, this must be Anna.” Alex said putting his arm around my waist. I jumped a little at his touch but then relaxed and felt really weird but natural, holding a baby with Alex holding me, hmm dreaming about a future when we barely have a present.
“yes, it is, isn’t she a cutie.” Elena, my step mom asked.
“uhh, where my dad?”
“Working, someone has to pay for your selfish Little California vacation.”
“Its not a vacation and I used my own money so why don’t you back off, I know you don’t like me but you know I am at least trying to make this work because for some reason my dad loves you and I love him so I will make anything work.”
“Are you trying to deny that I love your father?”
“No, God, I just want to go home and see my dad will you leave me alone, me my friends and Anna will get a ride.”
“You will not take my baby girl.”
“Fine.” I said handing her to Alan then moving away from Alex and running off to the bathroom.
“Amy.” Alex called after me I turned around and could barely make out his figure standing in front of me. He wrapped his arms around me. “She had no right to say any of those things.” He said running his hands through my hair and rubbing my back. “ It’s going to be okay, I’m here and she can’t hurt you as long as I’m here. the guys heard what went down and jay and mike called there folks and me and you are staying with my mom.” He said the last part fast.
“Whoa, you said wait, my dad hasn’t even met you, that’s like major rule in my books, even though we kind of already are “together” per say. Uh fine, but your meeting my dad first,” I said wrapping my arms around him snuggling my head into his chest.
“Definitely, I’ll do anything for you sweet heart.” He said starting to walk towards the escalators and I pulled out of our hug and grabbed onto his hand. He frowned a little then smiled realizing my logic of it. When we got to the bottom Alan was waiting there with Anna.
“What’s wrong Alan?”
“ Mom left and I,” He started crying, Alan was about 10, He is a good kid when he’s not around his mom, and I grabbed Anna from him and handed her to Alex and hugged Alan.
“Hey, it’s going to be okay, well get a cab. Dad will be mad and he’ll talk to her, trust me.” I said soothing him.
“Okay, Thanks.”
“No problem little bro,” I said putting my arm around his shoulders. “Alex, Can you have the guys get our luggage?”
“Yeah, of course.” He said putting his arm around my shoulder, when he did I relaxed a little. We then went out and got in a cab and drove to my house, Alan went in and got my dad to come out while Alex and I begged the cabby to stay so we could get a ride to his mom’s house.
“What do you want?” My step mom yelled at me and I shrunk into Alex’s side. My dad came out and down to were Alex and I were.
“Everything okay, Thanks for bringing Alan and Anna home, I will have a talk with her later, and Who is this young man?” My dad questioned
“mike and jays friend, My new boyfriend, Alex, We would have stayed with you but she kind of yelled at me at the airport and said some very hurtful things when I was trying to be nice, I just can’t anymore dad.” I said hugging my dad.
“I know, I’m sorry,” he said hugging me. “At least let me pay for your dinner and cab ride?” my dad said firmly.
“No, only the cab ride here, Because I was returning your kiddies. That’s why she’s mad at me, thinks I only went on vacation to California and thinks you paid for it.” I said leaning into Alex’s side handing Anna to my dad.
“She I told her you paid for that yourself, she thinks since I don’t want to pay for caviar and lobster for our 5 and a half year old I am giving you the money, I am saving for Daniel not even my kids college.”
“I’m sorry dad you want me to kick her out.”
“No, You two have fun but not too much fun.” He said walking up the steps with little Anna.
Alex and I had dinner with the guys and they had to keep snapping me back into reality, I kept thinking about what my dad was saying about Kellie eating caviar and lobster, Uh I hate caviar and I’m an adult. “Amy, you okay?” Alex asked as he helped me walk out of the restaurant.
“Yeah, I’m just out of it, thinking about the things my dad said, I just really want to sleep next to you and have you hold me and play with my hair, like earlier, it was nice.” I said leaning into his side with my arm around his waist. And his hand in my hair,” Like this” he said pulling his fingers through it and massaging my temples, I almost passed out there.
“ I should stop,” he said noticing me half asleep.
“No, Carry me, please.” I said falling into his arms.
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Jul 23, 2011 17:19:31 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Jul 23, 2011 17:19:31 GMT -6
Chapter 4
He lifted me into his arms and carried me as we well he walked to his moms house, I had already met her at dinner but she had to leave before dessert and so now Alex and I are walking back to his house well Alex is walking and I’m thinking, and half sleeping. He walked carefully up some stairs or something then started fumbling in his pocket for his key I think then he finally opened the door and I heard Alex whisper to his mom that I was beat and tired and I felt like I was asleep but I could still hear Alex. He walked up some more stairs and then I felt Alex put me down on something soft and then pulled something over me, I’m guessing it was a bed and a blanket but I was still fully dress shoes and all, I reached sown down to take my shoe off but Alex just grabbed it and kissed it then reached for my foot and started untying my shoes and then took them off then he took off my jewelry and then I finished taking off certain garments and then I felt something on my face, it was a pair of shorts so I took off my blue jeans and pulled on the shorts then I put everything in a neat well as neat as a tired girl with her eyes closed can get a pile of clothes. Then I felt Alex get in on the other side of the bed and I rolled towards him and he wrapped his arms around my back and I wrapped mine around his .I still couldn’t sleep so I opened my eyes a little and stretched my neck as far as I could and kissed Alex’s chin, uhh epic fail. He opened his eyes and looked down at me and smiled a little smile and leaned down and kissed my forehead, then whispered, “no kissing on the lips here, just a house rule.” He said kissing my forehead like ten more times before closing his eyes and falling asleep. Or at least
I thought he was asleep when I heard him say house rule I flipped I reached down and got dressed in my clothes again and tugged Alex out of bed. “ what are doing in your regular clothes, were not going anywhere, just I can’t kiss you, “he whispered. I felt like I was going to cry, I didn’t know why I just felt that tug on my heart that he cares so much about his mom, his mom, Hmm all I have is a step mom that hates my guts. I shook my head then went back around the other side of the bed and got into the shorts again wearing my t-shirt, The tears were lightly coating my cheeks but I normally just burry my face in a pillow but I don’t know what to use so I sit with my back to the head board and pull my legs to my chest and shove the pillow in between my face and my knees and start crying, trying to do it as quietly as I could. I didn’t want to wake Alex or his family,
Next thing I know the lights come on and I hear whispers and I am just sitting here crying trying to hear what they’re saying but I can’t over my sobs that I’m trying to make silent but its not working, I start shaking and I feel Alex move next to me then the pillow moved and I see Alex in front of me and I wrap my arms around him and cry into his chest as he’s kneeling on the bed then he lays down and whispers words of comfort in my ears the light then goes off and I hear the door close and Alex just keeps holding me and gets me to relax a little so its just silent tears.
“What’s wrong sweetie?” Alex asked looking at the ceiling as my head was on his chest.
“I just you respect your mom so much and she cares so much and my step mom couldn’t care less about me.” I said closing my eyes trying to remember my mom. I could only picture her face, she was so pretty and my dad loved her more than the world its self and I smiled knowing she’s in a better place now and that she loved us both. I was an only child for a long time until my dad got remarried to the witch of a step mom I have, but hey I have Alex’s mom, she seems like she wouldn’t mind talking I don’t know maybe she would mind talking to me.
“Amy, “
“Yeah,”
“You’re thinking about your mom huh?” he asked putting his hand on my cheek.
“how could you tell,” I said laughing.
“You smile when you think of her,” He said kissing my forehead. “you want to tell me how wonderful she was?” he asked.
“Yeah, you mind?”
“Of course not.” He said and I opened my eyes to find his staring in mine and I couldn’t remove mine from his.
“She was beautiful more beautiful than me, she had this radiance about her, when you were around her you couldn’t be sad, you couldn’t stand to not smile she was the best baker in the world, you would eat her lemon squares or cookies and they would melt in your mouth but she couldn’t cook to save her life, she burned water so my dad always cooked but they were always a team, they took turns driving me places and we’d all go to dinner and they would both come to my dance recitals and concerts and then she got sick and she couldn’t go many places but she’d go anywhere for me or my dad and if I had a concert my dad would try and talk her into staying home but she knew she didn’t have long and she said she’d do everything for me while she could and she die happy, she died after one of my recitals, she was rushed to the hospital but there was nothing they could do, she didn’t want to be kept alive artificially she wanted to die when she was suppose to.” I said with tears falling, but I was still looking into Alex’s eyes and he wiped my tears away and held me.
“She loves you know?” He said.
“Who?”
“My mom and sister they think your wonderful.” He said holding me close.
“Yeah” I said with tears in my eyes still but they were happy tears now. “I really like you Alex, I need someone to be a good friend and you are one, I want to be more than friends and we kind of are but I just want to be friends right now, if you don’t mind.” I said feeling bad as soon as I said I only wanted to be friends. The look in his eyes is killing me and I back tracked now. “I never mind, I’m sorry I brought it up. I didn’t mean it, I just I don’t know whether to let you in or to push you away.” I said Turing away from his face. “I used to have a huge crush on Jason but I never told him then a couple years before he came out here I told him and we tried things out and they didn’t work so great but we went back to being friends and ever since then I haven’t dated. He made me feel special, like I was a princess.” I said smiling. Alex was massaging my back.
“Do you still love Jason?” He asked massaging my back still.
“Not in the way I think I love you no. I love him as a brother or a best friend.” I said relaxed now.
“Good, otherwise I would have kicked his butt.”
I laughed and turned around and hugged Alex. “Thank you” I said taking his scent the cologne and sweat and laundry detergent, smelt so amazing and refreshing. I smiled and kept my head right in his neck.
“Do I smell good or something?” He asked chuckling.
“All I know is you smell amazing.” I yelled but it was muffled by Alex’s neck.
“Okay, so can we go to sleep now?” he asked kissing my shoulder.
“I don’t know, I am pretty content and I am tired, maybe we can but I don’t know, it’s your bed, your room, your mom’s house.” I said completely serious.
“Hmm, then I say we sleep.” He said smiling and I had pulled my head out of his neck and he kissed my forehead.
I started to lay my head on his chest but then he reached down and tilted my chin so he could kiss me. I then laid my head on his chest and he turned the lamp off and we both drifted off to sleep.
Next thing you know. “Alexander get you but up, its 5 am and you need to come run with us.” I heard Andrew Jason and Mike yelled up to Alex’s room. He shushed them they came over and kissed me.
“Can I come with?” I asked him as he was changing his shirt.
“Uhh, I don’t know let me ask the guys.” He called them on the phone and they said yes as long as I could keep up. I laughed. I got dressed and cleaned my face then put my hair up and grabbed Alex’s hand as we walked out of the door. He smiled at me, then we got to the end of the drive way and we all started running. We ran for about 7 miles and I felt sick, I can’t run on an empty stomach or I barf.
“I’m sorry you guys go ahead, I’ll be fine.” I said sitting on the grass where we were running. Alex sat next to me.
“You guys go I’ll find my way home.” He said placing his arm around me rubbing my back. I leaned my head on his shoulder.
“I’m sorry you can’t finish your run I just feel sick and I can’t run on an empty stomach, I forgot. Sorry,” I said turning a little green.
“Its okay just let me call my mom see if she can come pick us up.” I didn’t say anything but I nodded my head then while Alex was on the phone I threw up on the side walk. Hmm fun it was just water though so it wasn’t to gross I guess. Alex’s mom was in there in like five minutes then we went home and he made me a big breakfast and I ate then felt so much better.
“You all better now?”
“Yes, so much better. Thanks Alex.”
“No problem sweetie.”
“Hmm,” I said sitting on the couch. “I love when you call me sweetie.” He sat next to me and I put my head on his chest. “You smell so wonderful even though you were super sweaty five seconds ago.” I said smiling. Inhaling his scent.
“Hahaha” he just laughed is cute little laugh. He leaned down and kissed my cheek then my lips.
“Am I interrupting something?” his mom said scaring me half to death.
“Mom, um no we were just uh umm yeah.”
“Alex you broke the rules, you know my rules.” She said mad.
“It was my fault, I kissed him, I’m sorry I didn’t know it was a rule. It won’t happen again, I’m leaving anyways I have somewhere I need to be, thanks for letting me stay here last night, I’ll find somewhere else to stay. Sorry Alex.” I said walking upstairs grabbing my luggage and going back downstairs. Alex looked so hurt.
“Why’d you do that?”
“Cause I care about you, I didn’t want you to get in trouble, anyway I’m the one who kissed you so chill its not a big deal mikes parents and jays parents love me I have a place to stay, trust me.” I said grabbing his hand.
“But I won’t be with you, what if you need me?”
“Then I’ll call you, it’s not like we’re going to be completely separated, it’s just where I’m sleeping. Trust me Alex. Please.”
“Fine, I trust you but can, I just.”
“Walk me out to my cab? Please.”
“Yeah,”
Alex and I made it thru that weekend perfectly fine. I was a little bit of a wreck but Alex was my shoulder to cry on, my dad loves Alex, he is the first guy my dad likes besides mike, hmm this maybe a good thing, I have been staying at mikes in his room on his floor like old times I smiled realizing this is why I stopped hanging out with him, he makes me feel special just like Alex.
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Jul 24, 2011 4:38:59 GMT -6
Post by honorgirl81 on Jul 24, 2011 4:38:59 GMT -6
Love it and it is sweet with Amy and Alex
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Jul 24, 2011 5:21:25 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Jul 24, 2011 5:21:25 GMT -6
Aww thank you! wat will happen next! Dun dun dun lol im going to be traveling all day today. I will post the next chapter when i get to my destination. i really appreatiate the comments:) they mean the world to me. Make me feel like im actually a decent writer. anyways enjoy ur sunday.
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Jul 26, 2011 22:02:51 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Jul 26, 2011 22:02:51 GMT -6
Chapter 5
“Amy?”
“Yeah, Michael?” I asked barely awake still.
“Can I come down there with you? Like when we were 13?”
“Sure.” I said laughing. He pulled his blankets off his bed and through them down on top f me.
“Let me unzip this then well both be more comfortable.” I laughed but let him being stubborn and not moving. “You’re lazy, Amy, you know what I do to lazy people?”
“no?”
“Ha-ha” He jumped on me and started tickling me, I am uber ticklish on my sides and my calf’s. He was making me laugh so hard.
“mike stop, stop I’m going to pee, please stop.” he stoped but didn’t move from off of me.
“Have I told you how beautiful you were today?” Mike asked.
“Uhh no you never-“ Mike pressed his lips to mine, the scary part is I didn’t stop him, I didn’t want to stop him, Mike and I have so much history and he’s making me feel amazing and Alex I don’t know I feel he won’t bend the rules for me.
Michael and I kissed for about 3 minutes. Then he broke the kiss and laid next to me pulling the covers over us and wrapping his arms around me. I didn’t stop that either. What’s going thru my brain, I guess this is my heart telling me who I really love, I need to tell Alex so he doesn’t find out and kill mike, I don’t want to hurt him though. Uhh
“What you thinking about?” Mike asked
“Alex, how am I going to tell him?”
“You can’t he’ll kill me if he-“I cut him off with my lips.” What wow you ‘love me don’t you?’”
I shook my head yes, I couldn’t say it. “I don’t want to hurt him, I just I didn’t realize how I felt until we have been spending these last few days together and I just I was at jays and we just talked and me and you talked but I didn’t realize how much I flirt with you. I hate hurting people, you know that. “I said turning away and squirming out of mikes grasp.
“Hey, Amy, I’ll talk to him it’s my fault.”
“No mike, it’s not your fault I have these feelings for you again, it’s completely my fault for not staying loyal and faithful to Alex, I have to deal with him, I’ll explain it to him, I promise, okay.” I said putting on my day clothes.
“You’re going now, sleep on it, you’ll think straight in the morning, Amy, lay back down we’ll deal with this in the morning.” Mike begged me.
“I can’t prolong the fact that he’s going to hate me and you, more so me, I can’t do that to him, I don’t even want to tell him but if I don’t he will find out, you know that so it’s better I go now and tell him and let him know how awful I feel for hurting him.” I said trying to remain calm and keep my emotions in cheek.
“You don’t have to be so strong.” Mike said I turned around and realized he was right behind me.
“I know, but I have to do this, I have to do the right thing.” I said feeling like I was going to self destruct if I hurt Alex I feel so awful about this, but I can’t help that I still love mike, he’s just always been there for me, always, I mean jays always been there for me but ever since I’ve known mike he’s been there, and he got famous and we lost touch but that’s not his fault. “I just feel so horrible” I said facing the door holding the handle not wanting to leave.
“I’m here” Mike said wrapping his arms around me and I turned around and cried into his shoulder. “It’s okay, He will forgive us, I know him, and if he really loves you he will let you go.”
“I know but, wait is that why you let me go, cause you knew I’d eventually come back? Cause you love me and I love you?” I asked sitting down on his bed.
“Yes, I have always loved you, when jay introduced us I was shy and scared you’d reject me so I waited until high school to ask you out when I was the star of the basketball team and you were there at every game with the choir and at every game you sang and I knew we would be okay, your voice and you are and is what keeps me going, even if your with Alex I still love you but I couldn’t let you keep going on with him and I just I need you right now.” He said sitting next to me hanging his head.
“What’s wrong?” I asked really concerned I haven’t ever seen mike like this.
“I need someone who loves me and I need them to be with me at all times unlike my parents and brother that can’t be there all the time, I want you to be that someone, I need you more than you know, I love you with every part of me and I will never stop loving you no matter what happens. I want to tell Alex just so you don’t have to go thru it I want to tell him it’s completely my fault and that I love you and I should have said something before he fell for you and I just want to take all the pain and awful things you’re going thru away and make everything better.” He said as we stared into each other’s eyes. I was crying again and I couldn’t see him very well but I knew he was there and I leaned forward and put my head on his shoulder and cried again. “I’m sorry I keep hurting you like this.” He said softly.
“You’re not hurting me, I just you’re the first person In a long time that has actually admitted that they want to help me and take all my pain away, I know Alex would have but I barely knew him, we never really got to know each other, you just know everything, it’s refreshing in a way to know that you are here for me and that I will always have you to turn to and you will always have me to turn to, we need to go tell Alex, together.” I said pulling away so I could see mikes face and he nodded in agreement. He pulled on some skinny jeans and threw his leather jacket on then we went down stairs and his mom was awake I had tear stains on my cheeks and my eyes were all red.
“Hey, Michael, where are you and Amy going?” She asked, I almost started crying but I told mike to go pull the car around and I would talk to him mom.
I didn’t know where to start so I just started, “I screwed up with Michael a long time ago, I thought he didn’t care and I know now that he never has stopped caring but he let me go because he figured if he loved me and I loved him I would eventually come back, and I did,” I said my voice cracking, I cleared my throat the continued “ I hate that I have to do this but I love Michael and I don’t want to break Alex’s heart but it’s not right to let him think I love him when I don’t I love Michael,” I said barely holding it together looking up at her was kind of the last straw I completely lost it. I started sobbing uncontrollably and I tried to calm myself down. She put her arms around me and hugged me close.
“Alex will forgive you, he is really sweet and he really cares about you but he will get over it, I know you don’t and can’t really have heart to hearts with your mom anymore because she passed away and your step mom hates you but I’m always here, even if it’s about Michael I will listen to you, I will most likely take Michaels side but I will listen to you and try and help you. No matter what.” She said hugging my then standing and grabbing me one of mikes other coats because she couldn’t find mine. Then she opened the door and waved goodbye to mike and I as we drove down the driveway.
“You okay?” Mike asked once we were a little ways away from his house.
“Yeah, just talked to your mom about a few things.” I said reaching for his hand that was just resting on his leg. “Things will work out. I know it.” I said intertwining our fingers. He looked over at me and just smiled, then squeezed my hand and smiled looking at the road again. We went the rest of the driver without talking just moving our fingers, he kept stroking my hand with his thumb and I kept moving my fingers and kept trying to massage his hand with them but it wasn’t working very well. We finally started pulling down the street and mike had his lights off and we were going slow I saw Alex with a girl other than his sister I looked at mike and he stopped the car and we sat there for a good five minutes and she was sitting in his lap and hanging all over him and he was holding her hand and next thing I know he’s kissing her, it pains me to see this even though I’m here to tell him I’m breaking up with him, a tear fell down my cheek, he had moved on just as easily as I had and I don’t think he was going to tell me until we got back to Cali. I got out of the car. Mike started to follow. “No, stay, I’ll deal with this.” I said closing the door silently. I walked over and Alex didn’t see me but his sister did and she stopped talking and looked at me then at the girl then Alex I smiled and mouthed don’t worry I’m not going to hurt either of them, I saw her kind of relax. Alex finally looked up and jumped onto his feet.
“Amy what are you I this isn’t what you think.” He said defensively walking close to me I put my hand up and he stopped.
“Don’t worry, you like her not a big deal, I came here to tell you something anyways,” I took a deep breath “I fell in love with mike again, Just like you fell in love with whoever this is.” I said waving my hand in the area she was sitting.
“This is Katie, my ex girlfriend, I just wasn’t over her, I’m sorry.”
“Not your fault I did the same thing, can we still be friends and you promise not to kill mike?” I asked
“I won’t kill him as long as you don’t kill Katie.”
“I won’t kill her, I think me and Katie will be good friends, don’t you think Katie?” I asked already knowing the answer, Katie and I went to school together.
“Wait; is that Amy like Amy my college roommate?”
“Yeah it’s me.” She got up and hugged me.
“Oh my gosh I can’t believe it is you, you look fabulous I thought you were going to la? Oh that’s where you met Alex huh?”
“yeah and my best friend mike and I were just coming over here so I could tell Alex that I couldn’t leave mike because he really needs me right now and I never really gave him a chance and I really think I’m in love with him.” I said waving mike over. He drove the car up in front of Alex’s and got out and joined us. He grabbed two sodas Alex and Katie had like cranberry juice or something turned to mike. “Can we go babe, I’m really tired” I sais letting out a real yawn and falling sideways onto the ground, “Ow,” I said as mike helped me up and put me into his car and put his jacket even though it was freezing out under my head and turned the heat on high and closed the door him and Alex talked for a few minutes then mike got in the car. I could tell mike was cold but he didn’t do or say anything until we were on the highway again. “I love you,” Was all he said with the heat still cranked it was freezing out and mike looked frozen still.
“Pull over here please mike?”
“Sure.” He said stopping and parking.
“Your freezing here” I gave him his jacket to put on then cranked the heat higher and crawled onto his lap and undid my jacket and put it on my shoulder so we would have our body heat in the jackets.
I put my arms through the arm holes and started driving down the road again we pulled into his drive way and got out and went into his house quietly. We took our coats and wet boots off, it had started snowing really bad out and we got home just in time. I was so cold. I felt like I was going to freeze. Mike saw his mom asleep on the sofa and he went and grabbed a blanket from the cupboard and put it over her then grabbed two more and carried them up stairs into his room, I started getting out of my semi wet cold clothes and into my warm winter pajamas. I then grabbed the sleeping bag and put it on mikes bed then laid on it shivering and mike placed his covers over me then he put the extra two blankets over that then crawl in next to me in sweats and a t shirt and a hoodie, he saw I was shivering still and got out of bed and grabbed a pair of his sweat pants and a thermal and a hoodie of his for me to wear I took my shirt off first and put the warm thermal on and then put the hoddie on and zipped it up then I slipped my Capri pants off and pulled on mikes sweats and felt so warm and I place my clothes on the ground then mike got back into bed. He pulled me close to him and I laid my head on his chest and he wrapped the blankets tight around us.
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Jul 26, 2011 22:09:52 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Jul 26, 2011 22:09:52 GMT -6
Chapter 6
“I’m glad you’re finally giving me a chance to be with you, and prove how much I truly love you.” Mike said kissing my forehead.
“no problem,” I said smiling closing my eyes and falling asleep. I woke up in the morning with mike laying next to me and I saw Alex outside his bedroom door, I felt like I killed him last night but he was the one that was cheating, I was actually trying to do this properly, but I still felt extremely bad. Uhh curse my niceness. I got up slowly, Michael opened his eyes but I just pointed to the door and said “ Alex is here, I’m just going to see what’s up then I’ll come back up.” Then I kissed his cheek and walked out the door and past Alex and down the stairs.” Did u not mean what you said last night?” Is confused why you’re here “ or is mike late for rehearsal or something?”
“No I wanted to talk to you, I just wanted to explain, I want to still be friends I just-“ He stopped when he saw mike walk out of his room and wrap a blanket around me.
“You have got to be freezing girl!” I chuckled,
“I was a little cold actually,” I smiled and kissed his cheek thanking him for the blanket.
“Oh hey Alex, what’s up? “
“ just wanted to explain things to Amy, she looked confused last night.”
“Alex,” I stated,” I was hurt yes but I got over it, I just I don’t know, it’s really hard to explain,” Looks at my feet not wanting to say what was really on my mind but decided to anyways. “Alex the only reason I even gave you a chance was because mike told me you were such a great guy, I just when I saw u with your ex girlfriend and you were all cozy It hurt because you and mike told me you weren’t going to hurt me, but I got over it.” Looks up and sees Alex’s face is kind of shocked, “ Alex, ever since that day mike and Jason left me here alone, I realized I was in love with Mike, he just understood me and he was always more sympathetic that Jason. It wasn’t that I wanted to hurt you ever, I thought I was going to be staying with you and mike and I wouldn’t get much alone time. Alexander, I am terribly sorry that I didn’t just say no I love Michael.” I said matter-of-factly. Michael wraps his arms around my waist putting his head on my shoulder. “ oh,” Alex answers “I had no clue, and I guess I never would have had a clue because I wasn’t over my ex- girlfriend here, she means a lot to me and I just can’t hurt her I never could. She broke up with me and I jumped at the chance of being with her again. I understand what it is like, I just guess I didn’t expect you to be so calm and composed about it, I expected you to freak out.” Alex said looking into my eyes.
“it fine Alex really, I’m happy and you’re happy. Why don’t we all go out to dinner tomorrow or something or why don’t you bring her to LA since we fly home tomorrow.” I said Smiling
“Yeah,I will, thanks for understanding Amy.” Alex answered smiling
“No problem, well Michael and I are going to go on a small jog around the neighborhood because I fail at running. “ I laughed.
“Bye Alex.” Michael answered as Alex walked downstairs we change into running clothes in separate rooms. Mike and I take a leisurely jog for about a mile and then we jog the mile back home. When we reached Michaels house we went and took showers and got dressed for the day then went and ate breakfast which we made and we had made Cinnamon rolls which were delicious. After mike and I ate breakfast we went down to my father’s house and we saw my half siblings and I realized for once since I went to college I was allowed in my own house. I didn’t realize how long it had been until I went up to my old room and not a thing had been touched or moved and that on the outside of the door was a do not enter sign had been placed, this was a sign I had when trying to keep everyone out of my private things, Michael remembered all the pictures and where we took them of him and me and some of me him and Jason or just of me or just of him, I remembered to. It was so fun, going through all the draws seeing the clothing I left behind still hadn’t been sent to the donations office so that Is what Michael and I ventured out to do that fine day.
“Hey Michael can you help me with this last box? It’s really heavy.” Screams from upstairs so he will hear me.
“Yes Ames I’ll be right there.” He shouted back. Ames was an old nickname he would call me, I really didn’t mind it, and it was in my opinion really cute and sweet of him. He loved making up random little nicknames and the only one I could think of was mike or Bruno, I feel really lame and boring, anyways I’ll get one out of his mother later, he said I could since he has a cute nickname for me, Oh wait I just got one. I guess you will just have to wait t find out what it is until next time I talk to him.
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Jul 26, 2011 22:11:38 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Jul 26, 2011 22:11:38 GMT -6
Now we are all up to date. I am working on the next chapter as i am typing this. ;D
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Jul 27, 2011 9:23:12 GMT -6
Post by honorgirl81 on Jul 27, 2011 9:23:12 GMT -6
Wow what a great story!!!
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Jul 27, 2011 15:52:05 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Jul 27, 2011 15:52:05 GMT -6
Wow what a great story!!! thank you!! It means a lot to me that you like it. like seriously you made my day just that much better!
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Jul 27, 2011 18:11:13 GMT -6
Post by alenaj on Jul 27, 2011 18:11:13 GMT -6
I love this story sooo much I love the unexpected parts though
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Jul 29, 2011 15:28:38 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Jul 29, 2011 15:28:38 GMT -6
thank you so much! This new chapter is taking longer to write.
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Post by hschick95 on Aug 1, 2011 2:16:35 GMT -6
Chapter 7
“Hey mikey bear?” I asked walking up to him.
“Yes ames, wait did you just call me mikey bear?”
“Yea, is that okay?”
“I guess my mom used to call me that though… it is a little weird when you call me it. I know its weird me calling you ames. I understand what you were talking about the other day.” Mike said kissing me on the cheek. “You know your beautiful right?” He questioned me as he grabbed the last box and then he came back up with jay and the other guys so they could take down the furniture to give away to charity.
“Mike?” I say with tears in my eyes “ I remember when we were thirteen and you came over and it was me you and jay. And you kept sending jay downstairs for snacks and drinks because you wanted to be alone with me” I smiled remembering the fun we used to have before everyone grew up. “Mike? Will you promise me one thing?”
“Of course!”
“Don’t ever give up on me, I know at times I make stupid decisions about my music career and everything but I need you to be supportive and to understand I need to make these mistakes in order to become a better musican.” I said looking into his big brown eyes as they just stared at me.
“You know I would never give up on you. Not since you’ve been through all this. I know you’re strong and that you sometimes need an extra little push but I as your boyfriend can and will help you. The guys im sure will also be happy to help.” He looks deep into my eyes as I look back into his and I start to shed tears just like a waterfall they just start pouring out of my eyes as I stare right into his loving caring brown eyes. I walk into his arms and hug him and he hugs me back holding me like im going to fall apart if he doesn’t hold me that close. I wisper in his ear” Michael, I love you and i really want to go back to California it is way to cold here in newyork.” Giggles smiling at him as I kiss his cheek running down the stairs and grabbing my jacket and getting into his car.
“You silly girl,”he says getting in and drives to the salvation arm taking the boxes in all but the one with my sentimental items in it.
We arrive back in los angles and I was asleep on the plane and Michael had to wake me up. “Sweetie, its time to wake up we just landed,” Mike said as I started to wake up and I sat up from laying my head on his shoulder.
“Okay,” I said groggily laying my head back on his shoulder closing my eyes still exhausted.” Mike im so tired. Why couldn’t the flight be longer?”
“as it is sweetie you slept the whole flight. How much more sleep do you need?” He asked kissing my forehead standing up grabbing our bags and helping me up as he stepped into the aisle. “as soon as we are off the plane you can lay on my shoulder as we walk to get our bags then you can sleep on the ride home then I can carry you inside and put you straight into bed. Then I will un pack and start laundry and then crawl into bed with you. Does that sound good sweetie?” Mike asked putting his arm around my waist as we exit the plane into the airport.
“Yeah, that sounds good. “I said kissing his cheek. “I don’t know why I’m so tired I just feel miserable right now.”
“Aww, sweetie, I’m right here so is jay and the rest of the guys. Why don’t I have them get your bags and mine then me and you can just go straight home beautiful.” Mike said stopping as we started to walk to the baggage claim area.
“Okay, my tummy hurts and I feel like I’m going to be sick to my stomach. And my head is throbbing. “I Close my eye tight “Mike? Can you take me to the doctor in the morning if I still feel as miserable as I do right now? Please?” I begged.
“Of course Ames. You know I will do anything to for you in order to make you feel better.”
“Thank you mike. You are a sweet heart.” I kiss his cheek as he tells the guys we are going back to the apartment and that they should grab our luggage so we can go get in bed and I can feel better.
“Goodnight guys.” I say as mike wraps his arms around me and walks with me to the car as soon as mike helps me in I fall asleep.
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Post by honorgirl81 on Aug 1, 2011 2:59:51 GMT -6
Omg what's wrong with Amy?? Awww bless Mike for being there to help , love it sweetie!!
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Aug 3, 2011 17:01:03 GMT -6
Post by hschick95 on Aug 3, 2011 17:01:03 GMT -6
I honestly dont know yet. hahaha ive been having some personal issues so ive been very busy and havent been able to write. I appoligize. i will try and write tonight If i get a chance. again i appoligize for the delay.
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